My last post was October 22. Since then, my life has involuntarily changed 180°. I have been diagnosed with a condition I didn’t even know existed, Myelodysplastic Syndrome, which is a preliminary stage to Acute Myeloid Leukemia. Conventional medicine is telling me that left unchecked I will not be alive a year from now and that the only “cure”, with no guarantees, is a Bone Marrow Transplant (BMT). Assuming we find a donor, which is a feat and that I survive the transplant which is an inordinate ordeal, there is no assurance it will take or not come back. So you are probably asking, why is she discussing a very private matter here on what is ostensibly an interpreting/translation blog?
The reason is that there are a lot of lessons to be learned for everyone, that because of my condition and my predisposition to learning and self-development, I am being taught at lightning-like speed. I hope I am up to the challenge of learning and I am grateful to be learning. I want to tell you what some of the more apparent lessons have been, in case they may resonate with you.
I love the work that I did. It is exciting, fun, challenging and interesting but it was only my work, not my life. I am not my job, despite appearances, I am a much more versatile being. More of a spirit dressed in a body, and now I am coming to terms with the fact that the body does not last forever, while the spirit does. We need to feed the latter which is what gives sustenance to the body and we have to arrange our lives to put this in perspective through our actions. I am not saying that I worked myself into this situation altogether but it was definitely a factor and I am sure some of my colleagues are driven people, similar to me. You have to look deep and hard into all the activities that you invest your time into and be discriminative when you decide which you will undertake and the reason why. The more reasons you can connect to the welfare of others and your own spiritual development, the more on track you will tend to be.
Your relationships are another corollary. In the brief time since I was diagnosed, I have seen very positive changes in the family dynamics of both my immediate and extended family. Make sure that your house is in order and that you harbor happy/peaceful thoughts about everyone who is part of your life, to the degree that you can, and only you can manage that. Negative thoughts, be they feeling sorry for yourself or disapproving of others, harm you more than those you find at fault. It is my belief that these emotions, feelings, desires, etc., percolate from your energy body to your physical body and manifest accordingly in due time and that incubation period varies from individual to individual. As a constructive step in this regard, I have for many years been receiving daily inspirational quotes from Ralph Marston at http://greatday.com/. Someone did me the great favor of subscribing me and I will be forever grateful. The daily email that I receive and often forward to others serves to put my day in perspective and train my mind to follow positive paths. I also subscribe to “I Quote Wisdom” and “Tiny Buddha” on Twitter, which give you bite-sized chunks of insight that likewise help to mold your thoughts along the right lines.
On a more spiritual level, I began to meditate years ago and seriously started practicing yoga about seven years ago. This has been an incredible moral support and tool for self-development throughout the years and especially in these circumstances. If you have ever entertained the idea; to start, it is a great investment in your health.
This all begs the question, why did this happen if she followed this advice?
I daresay I did not start the process soon enough and I needed to learn the lessons above now, among others, and thus a method has been initiated that I can either take advantage of or try to deny. I am going for the first alternative and I ask all of you who believe, to keep me in your prayers.
In the meantime, I will continue my usual business-related posts as time and health permit and perhaps sneak in a philosophical reflection here and there that I feel may benefit others.